4 dimensions:
my perception of myself
--->a result of not confident? if you are confident you create others' perception about yourself, and you understand your own perception about your self doesn't matter( because nobody knows anyway)(( this is not totally logical, but there is a reason))
my perceptions of how others see me
--->have to do something about it instead of just sit and watch I guess?
how others actually see me
--->you will never know until they tell you through your own perception, so same thing as no.2
how I am in reality.
--->defined by surrounding.
Decision can only be based on actualy knowledge---I am bounded by what I know.
--->knowledge is limited lower order model of reality, so perfect the model to capture more reality in mind and gain higher prediction power? the process is fun, that's why we read and learn?
What I need is vision, where I will be and what I should do to achieve that
--->that will solve the problem. but I don't see the difference between have a vision and have a religion.
subjective world and objective entangles on a certain point in a certain way. you want to have more fun, than let your subjective world defines the objective world. people are unhappy because objective world define there subjective world and they do nothing about it, because they are scared.
