【原创文学】默读伤悲俊:
很抱歉,今早的凌晨三点还打电话骚扰你!满地都是啤酒罐,长这么大,第一次这样的失态!我那时的心情是复杂的,我哭了,我闹了,虽然那样,但那只是表面,我的心是清醒的!我好想醉,好想醉,醉到了不醒人世,那样可以睡过去。但是我发现,自己却越来越清醒!
在这场爱情中,我们伤痕累累,我们都受伤了,可能也都累了!爱情没有谁对谁错,没有的,很多人都这样对我说!是吗?可能是吧!但是,我说:肯定是有对错的,是我错了!完全是我错了!让我背负所有的错吧!如果这样,能让他开心!
我老是要求你能给我一个答案,给我一个解释,一个答案,一个解释,有又能证明什么?我的哭,我的闹又能改变什么?如果你真的下了决心,这样的我能挽回你吗?我对自己没有信心,我对自己失去了信心!现在的我,惧怕了你的敏感,惧怕了你的疑心,可能,说到底,还是恨我得不到你的信任吧!原来,原来我是那么的在乎信任,原来,原来我是那么渴望你的信任!
其实,现在,我是不甘心,我不甘心,我们之间的一些小小的误会,一个纯粹的误会,成为你不理睬我的理由。我不甘心啊?为什么我注定是扮演错误的角色,即使我没有错?
现在,我清醒了,不哭也不闹了,很平静,异常的平静,非常的 (more...)
Em...
Got some quoations to share with you, don't know how appropriate they are. :)
"THERE CAN BE NO TRIUMPH WITHOUT LOSS, NO VICTORY WITHOUT SUFFERING, NO FREEDOM WITHOUT SACRIFICE."
"ALL YOU HAVE TO DECIDE IS WHAT TO DO WITH THE TIME THAT IS GIVEN TO YOU."
"IT ENDS TONIGHT."
"EVERYTHING THAT HAS A BEGINNING HAS AN END."
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"THERE CAN BE NO TRIUMPH WITHOUT LOSS, NO VICTORY WITHOUT SUFFERING, NO FREEDOM WITHOUT SACRIFICE."
"ALL YOU HAVE TO DECIDE IS WHAT TO DO WITH THE TIME THAT IS GIVEN TO YOU."
"IT ENDS TONIGHT."
"EVERYTHING THAT HAS A BEGINNING HAS AN END."
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