ok, my reply to thisYah, i know you know who i am. I mean you know my name. Just to clarify, I really meant to use the names as names. Of course what you are saying has much truth to it. Well, maybe saying someone is desperate for love doesn't sound flattering at any rate. But humans need love is a biblical truth. There is hardly sense in any pretendence otherwise. So i say yes. A very desperate yearning. A desire. I further hope that my admission of such a desire would make a baby step towards riddance of such unduely negative connotation associate with desperation for love. Searching for love is as core to human as searching for truth for humanity.