又是我每次特别孤单的时候，来这里。不知道是在等奇迹还是什么。上次我写了个想找男朋友的post。之后，又觉得在受到的信中找不到要找的东西。Damn it. Chinese is just so slow in typing that my thoughts get too impatient waiting for it. So.
I guess i am looking for love. I look for it partout. I start to get this feeling that my life is slipping away, because i wasn't at the right place at the right time. I want to be happy. And i was comtemplating that notion whille walking randomly on campus. The reason why i am not happy is because i didn't have what i want. And solve that, i either get what i want or stop wanting it. You know, what you are too sad, you start theorize things to no ends. I don't know what i should do. I envy the people around me, who have found their significant others. But I don't want to settle for just any Tom, Dick or Harry. Because i am going to live with this person for life and i want to admire him from the bottom of my heart. How do you fall in love over the cyberspace? A bunch of 0s and 1s. (more...)
i guess i know who you are again...
well, if i am right, just to let you know, i do read your blog quite often, even though i seldom leave you any comments :) and i don't find it incoherent or impassioned in any way, it's just unique and interesting.
i can see you are a little bit anxious, or even, may i say desperate for love?
i guess it's a natural feeling for people at our age, for people who have been away from family for so many years, and for people like you who can really excel in everything, to feel this need having some one special to share what you have and to attatch all your emotions too.
of course you want this somebody to be SOMEBODY, afterall, it's much easier to find any Dick, but not LOVE.
from what i see you, hope you are not offended, you are a tough girl from outside but still quite fragile from the inside. but i have to say you are cute and lovely too, full of interesting and spontaneous ideas, sometimes naughty and laugh a lot. i feel you seperate your life and your work so clearly, and somehow, sometimes, i feel they are two different persons. it's nothing bad about that, but just my humble opinion, that makes a certain distance from you and people around you. I don't know how is your life over there, (btw, if i am not wrong, her school is not any normal university) but from what i knew, sometimes you might be too stressed over your work and studies. maybe it's better to be more relaxed and enjoy life, have fun in your life!
I don't know, maybe i don't really know you that well, but just some of my personal thoughts, and i thinik it's better to let you know to help you out of the desperation :)
maybe what i said doesn't really help, but still, hope you can find you special someone soon. Cheer up, and wish you all the best!
Life is beautiful!
Good night, and good luck!
i can see you are a little bit anxious, or even, may i say desperate for love?
i guess it's a natural feeling for people at our age, for people who have been away from family for so many years, and for people like you who can really excel in everything, to feel this need having some one special to share what you have and to attatch all your emotions too.
of course you want this somebody to be SOMEBODY, afterall, it's much easier to find any Dick, but not LOVE.
from what i see you, hope you are not offended, you are a tough girl from outside but still quite fragile from the inside. but i have to say you are cute and lovely too, full of interesting and spontaneous ideas, sometimes naughty and laugh a lot. i feel you seperate your life and your work so clearly, and somehow, sometimes, i feel they are two different persons. it's nothing bad about that, but just my humble opinion, that makes a certain distance from you and people around you. I don't know how is your life over there, (btw, if i am not wrong, her school is not any normal university) but from what i knew, sometimes you might be too stressed over your work and studies. maybe it's better to be more relaxed and enjoy life, have fun in your life!
I don't know, maybe i don't really know you that well, but just some of my personal thoughts, and i thinik it's better to let you know to help you out of the desperation :)
maybe what i said doesn't really help, but still, hope you can find you special someone soon. Cheer up, and wish you all the best!
Life is beautiful!
Good night, and good luck!
无聊哲语
我想飞，
想自由自在的飞。
我柔弱的翅膀，
却撑不住身体的重量。
望着天空，
我畅想，我徜徉，我游荡
在茫茫的人海，
我迷失了方向...
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