又是我每次特别孤单的时候，来这里。不知道是在等奇迹还是什么。上次我写了个想找男朋友的post。之后，又觉得在受到的信中找不到要找的东西。Damn it. Chinese is just so slow in typing that my thoughts get too impatient waiting for it. So. I guess i am looking for love. I look for it partout. I start to get this feeling that my life is slipping away, because i wasn't at the right place at the right time. I want to be happy. And i was comtemplating that notion whille walking randomly on campus. The reason why i am not happy is because i didn't have what i want. And solve that, i either get what i want or stop wanting it. You know, what you are too sad, you start theorize things to no ends. I don't know what i should do. I envy the people around me, who have found their significant others. But I don't want to settle for just any Tom, Dick or Harry. Because i am going to live with this person for life and i want to admire him from the bottom of my heart. How do you fall in love over the cyberspace? A bunch of 0s and 1s. (more...)