沙发搬凳地板，此文乃是心情闲聊区的一滴水，不要太认真俺也只是有感而发，回复都看了，很有道理，但什么结果最好别下结论，很打击我，不然连白日梦都没得做了。

话说intellegnet和sophiticated是形容怎样的人哎？的确是很难找啊。。拍拍lz吧。。

俺终于平静下来了 i finally calm the fucking down经过这么长时间的挣扎，我终于平静了。 痛苦是自己造成的，找到原因就解决了。 dating mm requires skills, experience, and money. for the first sight, you are not supposed to be disgusting to mm. your basic qualifications (e.g. education) must meet mm's requirements. never try to change or argue with mm until mm falls in love with you. those are all from my heart and soul. i miss a chance but i learned a lesson. i need to read more about dating, relations and know more about gals. right now, i get myself back to track. hopefully, a decent job comes to me ASAP. mm turns to be a part of memory. she is not the first memory of this kind. what if she is the last one, then i still got the chance. cheers mates!