I agree that I should have continued to play in the competitionI agree with you that I should have continued to play in the competition, even if I was not in a suitable morale and there was a time conflict between the competition and my Bible study (which is, of course no one's but my own fault). It all about sportsmanship and I value it a lot.
I'm just a blunt old man. But I think you understand my good will.
Take care. Study hard. And if possible, continue to play xiangqi in the future!