you always think i'm looking for perfect match.Com'on, I'm not, ok? I fully understand what you mean, however, I don't think I'll just fall in love for a girl I don't even like to get along with. Nevertheless, there are persons you think who can only be your friends like Eugenia.
I kept myself available almost all the time duirng 9 years staying in Singapore. Yet some people still think i'm a casanova. What the hell!
I have met girls I like, but they don't like me, so that's the end! Life's not always at your favor.
However, I can tell you I will not lower my standard because once you were into a relationship that you don't satisfy and you meet sb. else you feel better with later, you will be in deep shit. Many of my friends have had this situation and they were pissed off, struggling hard to get out of it. They always feel regretful. That's why I'm not going to repeat their failures by just keeping my standard at my will. It may cost my whole life searching for a soulmate, yet it's definitely worth it on
我知道你会这么回。
人家不适合你, 不一定不适合别人啊,所以不要说到所有剩下的女孩子都不好,行不行?
you may not change your standard, you could change yourself somehow, i do not think people's mindset could not be changed. you are looking for a nice girl, but you could not demand too much. you must look for some key points you most care of. if you could find someone you like, and not only one could be your potential gf, you may have to think why they do not wanna accept you.
I know I've made mistakes and I always feel sorry for that.However, do you feel that judging me from what I did not what I'm doing is also not correct.
People do change because of what they have experienced.
No matter who you are, I'm sorry for those who I hurt before, deeply from my heart.