WHAT'S ODDS?

I FALL IN LOVE WITH A GAL.
THE GAL GOT A BOYFRIEND OR MORE.
ASSUMING THAT, WE LOVE EACH OTHER.
IS THAT POSSIBLE THAT WE FINALLY GET MARRIED.
WHAT IS SOP TO DO IT？LIKE BREAKING WITH HER BOYFRIEND. ETC.
IF SO, IS HE OR THEY GOING TO BEAT ME UP?
I AM JUST WONDERING.
THIS Q BOTHERS ME A LOT.

PERSONALLY, I CAN'T STAND IT.
I DON'T CARE ABOUT HER PAST.
WHAT IF SHE IS MESSING UP BEHIND ME, I GOT TO BE INSANE IF I KNOW.
CONSEQUENTLY, THE TRAUMA MUST BE PAID.
I PROBABLY WILL END UP WITH A CRIME.
THAT'S FUCKING SERIOUS,DUDE!

WOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~