I was thinking if i could win a match with a lousy opening , it would mean my mid game have improved...because i believe if a china grandmaster were to play stupid opening like i did...i believe they could still win or get away with a draw...but i can't do it means my midgame level not up to grandmaster level yet, so i need to train more.
Actually i'm either playing everyday or preparing opening and solving endgames for this coming beijing tournament, quite tiring...i'm exhausted...really tired...i welcome any challenger to play a game with me, but i can't use the opening i'm preparing yet, 'cause not finish yet...once completed,i will start using it...hopefully can complete by mid september then can test water before i go beijing....