【原创文学】失踪日记 （7）2002． 9 月25日 星期三 阴雨
“Haze，”熟悉的身影出现在我面前，可是就连脚步都显得很疲惫。
“出什么事了？”我的心突然揪了起来，一瞬间我觉得也许我是爱他的。
“她说和我分手……”他苦笑的摇摇头，可是透着的轻松几乎掩盖了那一丝酸楚。
我突然发现我和他之间的那面墙消失了，可是当我转身却发现自己已经被逼到了墙角。
我的这一丝慌乱都没有逃过他的眼睛。
他的手握住了我的肩，好看的眼睛害得我无法不盯着他。他的眼睛还是那么清澈，平静。突然间我的心变得好平静。
“我们去吃饭吧？”
我点了点头，默默的跟在他身后。
我低着头吃饭，听着。
“她说自己要的是一个守在身边的人，她爱上了别人。” 他笑了，“其实，我们…… 我只希望她能快乐。”
一个守在身边的人————好熟悉的话啊，我好像曾经也说过。其实，大家要的都一样吧！
我抬起头，笑了。现在的他整个人都是自由的。
“我也希望……”
我猛地低下头，一个劲的吃饭。
他从来都不会让我为难，这次也不例外。
我们第一次这么安静的吃完了饭，而我是第一次尝到了什么叫味同嚼蜡的滋味。
夜深了，我躺在床上，望着天花板，怎么都搞不清状况。翻来覆去到了3点多，哎，算了，还是船到桥头自然直吧！
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是真是假?
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
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